After going 32 days without purging and then messing up, I haven’t been able to get back on track. I bp twice a day. This sucks.

For some reason, I’m not super upset by it. Normally I feel major guilt for doing it, but it doesn’t seem to bother me, It doesn’t even bother me that I’ve been lying to my boyfriend. I wish I felt the guilt so I wouldn’t do it.

I don’t want to continue down this path. I want to be healthy. I don’t want this.

#chocolate #banana #smoothie with homemade honey-vanilla almond flax seed butter 🍫🍯🍌💪

My #dogs had an awesome time at the park 🌳🐶🎾 (at Brechtel Park)

Thank you!!! I hope you doing ok!

but he’d rather play video games with the neighbor.

Guess I’m getting drunk and crying myself to sleep.

laughingsquid:

Super Mario Bros. Characters Reimagined as Hipsters

My interview went great and the lady even offered me a higher position than I applied for! I have to meet the manager tomorrow and discuss hours.

Finally glad to be back at work :)