After going 32 days without purging and then messing up, I haven’t been able to get back on track. I bp twice a day. This sucks.
For some reason, I’m not super upset by it. Normally I feel major guilt for doing it, but it doesn’t seem to bother me, It doesn’t even bother me that I’ve been lying to my boyfriend. I wish I felt the guilt so I wouldn’t do it.
I don’t want to continue down this path. I want to be healthy. I don’t want this.
Thank you!!! I hope you doing ok!
but he’d rather play video games with the neighbor.
Guess I’m getting drunk and crying myself to sleep.
My interview went great and the lady even offered me a higher position than I applied for! I have to meet the manager tomorrow and discuss hours.
Finally glad to be back at work :)