Photobucket BAKER'S DOZEN
I like the gushy ones

I love when I open a new thing of prunes and all of them are soft and gushy!! :D

I thought the #devil road alone, but apparently he’s got a passenger.

I thought the #devil road alone, but apparently he’s got a passenger.

Me.

Me.

I wish I could eat this and not want to binge.

I wish I could eat this and not want to binge.

To get over one addiction, you have to become addicted to something else.
(via ckgarden)
It never fails

Yesterday made 3 days I went without binging and purging, but I got sooo bored. I couldn’t find anything to do. I even complained to my sis and her gf how bored I was. They didn’t offer/suggest to do anything.

I wound up binging and purged while my sis and her gf were distracted with some new game they got. I was pretty disappointed in myself. Felt even worse when my mom congradualted me on 3 days. Must have sucked for her to see the 3 on the fridge turn white.

I was determined today to do better.

Woke up fairly early and walked a mile to the food bank. They give me too much to walk home with, so my sis picked me up. I tried. I tried really hard to stay busy. I pestered my friend ALL day to pick me up so I wouldn’t be alone.

  • Breakfast: 2 cups of coffee - 15cal
  • Lunch: fat free cottage cheese, pineapple - 119cal
  • Snack: rice cake, homemade almond butter and cinnamon, Naked smoothie - 276
  • Dinner: binge: bubble tea, mochi, Wheat Thins, cabbage soup, pop tarts - don’t even wanna think about it

Now I’m just drinking. The usual. Binge, purge, drink. Binge, purge, drink.

I feel like ana will be here for life.

#taro bubble tea (at Mr. Bubbles Sandwich House)

#taro bubble tea (at Mr. Bubbles Sandwich House)